By noreply@blogger.com (Gary Tucker, PNB PR Guy)
Thursday, Mar 11 at 12:50 PM

By noreply@blogger.com (andrew bartee)
Wednesday, Mar 10 at 11:46 PM
Two weeks down, two to go.
Rehearsals for 3 by Dove have devoured my existence for the last two weeks. The Dove ballets are some of the most physically and mentally challenging, yet rewarding works I have ever learned. For this rep I am learning roles in Dove’s Red Angels, and Serious Pleasures, and Victor Quijada’s Suspension of Disbelief.
It was actually back in July that I first began to learn, and work through the Dove ballets. I was fortunate enough to travel with PNB to Jacob’s Pillow in August to perform an all Dove program including Red Angels, Vespers, and Dancing on the Front Porch of Heaven. During that summer rehearsal period, Parrish Maynard also visited to begin setting Serious Pleasures. It was quite a lot of work. SO much choreography. I had to take in years worth of information in a few short weeks (also, years worth of ice baths). I was dancing with/alongside the principles and soloists of the company, dancers with vastly greater experience than me. Intimidating? Absolutely. But thankfully everyone was extremely helpful and kind, and made me feel like part of the team.
The thing that I find so special about Dove’s work is that he choreographed his life. Everything he created was an expression of his personal experience. Each ballet is deeply meaningful, poignant even. Vespers he made in memory of his grandmother. “Front Porch” lamented his experience with love and loss. “Pleasures” explores his view and encounters with human sexual nature. Each piece contains real-life experiences, and ones that each of us can relate to, whether as the audience or the dancer.
As a performer it is a great challenge to take on a work where the choreographer has set the bar so high by pouring their soul in to it. In one of my Red Angels rehearsals last week Peter mentioned about Ulysses, “If you had good extension, he wanted better. If you had a high arabesque, he wanted it higher.” We want to honor what Ulysses originally intended the piece to be and so we push ourselves to work harder, and perform beyond what we think is possible.
My goal in this profession is to always be growing, changing, learning, experiencing, and giving everything I have. The Dove work has really helped me push myself and better understand the importance of continually maturing in this art, but also just in life too.
I remember the first time I saw Red Angels. I was 15 and a student in the school, but was performing in the corps of Diamonds. I stuck around after an onstage Jewels rehearsal because the company was having a dress rehearsal for the "8 Encores" performance. The excerpts from the other ballets were nice and I enjoyed them, but something about Red Angels electrified me. The energy of the piece was unlike anything I had seen. I left the theater in awe, inspired, and positive that I had to perform that ballet someday. That day came much sooner than I thought.
By noreply@blogger.com (Jessika Anspach)
Friday, Feb 12 at 12:37 AM

I am sitting here in the therapy room at McCaw Hall.
Boyd, our physical therapist has his latest victim on the table. We call him "Bender the Mender," and he has on more than one occasion been responsible for keeping a show going - in particular the marathon ballets such as The Nutcracker, Swan Lake and of course The Sleeping Beauty or "Beauty" - it's abbreviated name.
Thankfully I'm not in here because I'm need of therapy - well physical at least, the mental and emotional I can't vouch for. My reason has more to do with human and internet connection than anything else. It's always a hoppin' place here in the therapy room.
This is our last weekend of shows, and I honestly can't tell you how I feel about that. A little sad? Yeah. A little happy? Sure. But truthfully the feeling that's recently overwhelmed me is... anxiety. And I am ashamed - of feeling anxious that is...
You see this Saturday I will be the Wit Fairy. It will be my premiere and my finale of this part all wrapped up into one show. As my co-worker Abby would say, "Git 'er done!" And I shall. But I find that in all this endless practicing and rehearsing I've developed a slight complex regarding this variation. 
When I first saw that I was cast to learn this part my initial reaction was at first slight disbelief and then slight, well, for lack of a better word, horror. With speedy tempos, gallops on pointe and lots of chaînés (very fast small turns), it's a pretty challenging variation. And since I'm going for brutal honesty here, I really felt like it was over my head, not to mention my ability. But determined to see this as an opportunity for growth, I attacked this variation with tenacity and determination.
And much to my surprise I absolutely love dancing it! Oddly enough it really suits my dancing personality and I feel I've certainly risen to the challenge. This is me patting myself on the back...
The end of the variation is pretty tricky: you have essentially six counts of chaîné turns and finish in a double step-up turn done without coming off pointe. You feel like an Olympic gymnast trying to stick a dismount - the goal of course being a solid, sans fumble landing. I have practiced this part of the variation over and over again, and I wish I could say I nailed it every time. Everyone's been so helpful in offering up their suggestions, tips and corrections, but sometimes I felt like there were "too many cooks in the kitchen" if you know what I mean.
Taking everyone's suggestions and every opportunity to practice I know I've improved. But as my Facebook status said today, I've come to realize that at this point practice doesn't = perfect but only perpetuates my insecurity, anxiety and complex over this variation. Practice has become a barrier if you will to the one ingredient that I cannot be without: confidence in myself. By practicing over and over again, I am refusing to trust myself and my ability that I can and will do this variation excellently. Seems like a very simple lesson to learn, one I should have had under my belt a long time ago... But I find there's always lessons to be learned and re-learned. That's just life, right?
So all this work and for what? One show? That's a lot of pressure. Well it is if I choose to look at it that way. There are quite a few of us dancers who have put in countless hours for just one show - one opportunity. With only nine shows and quite a few casts, sometimes that's just how the cookie crumbles. But you know what? Even if it's just one, it's one! It's a gift! And what else are gifts for but to be enjoyed. So this Saturday matinee, while I'm not the Fairy of Joy, I will be full of joy as I take hold of the gift and blessing it is to dance victoriously the Fairy of Wit. And I will stick that last turn. I can do it and I will do it!
To come and see many premieres this final weekend, you can buy your tickets here. But you better hurry before they all sell out!
Photo of PNB principal dancer Mara Vinson as the Fairy of Wit in The Sleeping Beauty. Photo © Angela Sterling.
By website@pnb.org (Pacific Northwest Ballet)
Monday, Feb 08 at 10:45 AM
So we all, clad in our costumes of tutus, pantaloons and gold heels - the men's attire, wigs and stage makeup, marched outside to wait on the sidewalk of Mercer Street in the cold, wet weather. Olivier Wevers, dressed as Carabosse the evil fairy, began to wave at the cars that slowly drove past us. It was quite a sight to see! We looked like a freak show - or at least that was the message conveyed by the baffled and slightly horrified expressions of those people who witnessed this spectacle.